HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONEE!!

Only 19more sleeps till santa gets ready to go off with the presents.Im getting a tamagotchi and a few other stuff .Iv lost a stone so far and now I can fit into my black skirt! Im still very fat and I'm on a diet.milkshake in the morning,Seafood chower for lunch and herbal tea for dinner.Im cutting down on my food intake slowly,No more binge eating :) Iv stopped going to the cinema coz of the HIGH CALORIE POPCORN. (just sitting there chow downing on popcorn) SLeep is good ,especially good for when your tired.I like coffee aswell and I really want to get a coffee holder/maker that holds over 8CUPS of COFFEE :D HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

HAPPY BIRHTHDAY!!

So its my birthday in 2days on Thursday and im getting a massage and getting gel nails done in the beauty salon.Its great to treat yourself every once in a while so Im rly excited coz it'll be my birthday!!! Iv started to vomit up my cravings for food.(The medication is so strong so instead of fighting it off ill vomit up my food that I crave!why? because you feel fuller ,like you ate,speeds up your metabolism so you loose weight faster! :D Its not a good way of dieting if you vomit all the time ,try your best not to puke everyday,drinking water might help you loose weight aswell,Just remember that vomiting up acid gives you acid reflux and I had to go to the doctor coz of the burning in my stomach and she prescribe GAVISGONE and MOVICOLE for constipation. Another tip is to have things to keep you busy like colouring books to colour in pictures,Laptop games ect..Im currently in RECOVERY the staff give me meds 3 times a day,and Last night I puked up CHICKEN NOODLES(Its easy to puke and you feel satisfied after.)I was only in the bathroom for about 5,10mins and my keyworker knocked on the door and said something like are you getting sick.So anyways Ill try to be good for SANTA

THE UPDATE

So far I lost 1stone 1lb in the last few days :) I feel really excited that im going to the Halloween party in WInderdown :D Im dressing up as Alice as wonderland so that would be some fun till my birthday in November.Im wearing Jake the dog from adventure time that I bought online on Ebay.When I loose another stone Ill probably go online shopping again coz its better then going to the high street shops coz there too old and raggy loooking and cost alot of money for a piece of CRAP.Plus you don't have to leave the house to go online shopping.One of the girls I live with was crying coz the staff "called her fat" and asked her to eat her dinner that she asked for but then she changed her mind and the staff kept saying her name and then she got upset and started to yell and disagree at them then she was crying.I try to stay far away as possible from them.All the girls are starving at the moment,.You know when you need to eat is when you feel dizzy..Anyways Ill be back to update the blogger after the party cya thn !!

MY STORY

　




　
        Hi my name is scibbles and I have special powers,my powers are lighting and I only use it against people I do not like.I have many friends all of which know I have the power of "lighting strike" besides my dangerous power Im quite kind and caring,I share and I care .I love the hoildays and have great fun among my friends. I love eating Takeaways if tho my friends warn me that I could get sick from eating it too quickly.Im a very wealthy kitten and nobody can stop my shiny shiny ness One day me and my friend taffe the dog went to go visit some old friends back in cute city.I remember what Taffe had said before we traveled there, he said "Beware scribbles not everyone is as nice as you" as he whispered.I took his advice and we carryed on over to cute city,on the way there was a special red brick road(not yellow) with bouncy stone path way,"Are we there yet"asked Taffe in a high pitch tone ,I replyed simply.."NO" and we then seen some sort of branch stuck infornt of us with a cd case on the ground near the tree. On the album the songs were "Tenatious D-best song in the world, Aly and aj-whoa" but they couldnt hear any music because there was no device to listen on it..Taffee grabbed the case ,looked at it,then threw it angrly on the ground "Piece of useless crap" he wanted to swear but he just stutttered out "SUGARLY MEALS BLA BLA BLUE" I seen a horse then jumped onto the horse and then soon enough we were at cute city.

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TRICK oR TREAT

So this year im dressing up as a devish cat with a cat mask and cat tights and im getting a dress of Ebay cool eh? Yes cool I feel more comfortable now and Im not afaird of chow downing into some malteasers and some cok-acola .Yay celebration..This is the only day of the year where you can tell people what scarys you or just dressing up as something that would scary you.31st OCT bring it on!! Time to do some decorates of cut out spiders and colour in cat pictures and pumpkins spooky :D My hoobies are:writing storys,eating takeaways,swimming,cinema,or just hanging around being ME ya " I kinda like the idea of playing with Barbie and its kinda addicted to play with Barbie . I got BAANNNED on the writers forum :( Im so devastated I love writing out storys and my thoughts I got 3likes but I still got banned for trolling.What the hell does that mean Im very upset :( maybe they might lemme get back online on the forum but I highly dout it . I know if I vomit ill burst my tummy and collapse on to the toilet(I heard of a girl who vomited over 3l of food and burst open here own stomach and collapsed onto the toilet and was left there till some1 came) Most of the time I don't care expect for the whole idea of DIEING

Oh rly?

Tonight is Takeaway and Im not sure if were going to get chinese or chippers.I love garlic sauce EDIT

halloween spooky ness

Halloween is nearly there and I can not wait to get all dressed up,(Im dressing up as a cat) I was looking online for some clothes for halloween(most of the clothes you get are really crap in some shops) Im getting the staff to buy it online for me coz Im really bad at ordering things online :( I got some deceration off my mom some kinda sticky stuff of a picture of a ghost and a big wall poster saying "trick or treat" meh I donno I wondering if theres going to be any partys on @ halloween.Well Im chow downing on chocolate and yummy hot choclate with marshmellows and cream in a can :P Its so easy to vomit up a fully made choclate coz its soft and has alot of fluid to help you purge.I try not to think of easy throwing up foods coz then I know ill go back to my days of vomiting every few hours and  on a TAKEAWAY .I have a cough infection and the doctor gave me heaps of meds which is good coz my nose is all runny like -a-dog .Ya so lets not mention the EASY-TO-VOMIT_ Foods.Just eat just eat .

RANDOMISH

So today Im meeting up with my mom for lunch and She says shes going to buy me The Sims2 soo i'm so existed .Looking forward to Halloween Im still deciding whether to be a CAT or Alice in wonderland .I already have the cat mask and cat tights.Its getting really cold outside,I was looking on EBay to see if they have anything nice,and I found ADVENTURE TIME Hoodie that I want,I have to ask the staff to buy it online coz Im usless at all that. I was watching TV recently and I found a rly cool song,Its Fleetwood MAC -Little lies  Iv stopped Vomiting and I feel great!! YES I did it! So anyways having a great time here in NUA.This Friday is TAKEAWAY And I feel strong enough to hold it down :P I know if I keep vomiting my tummy will expand and boom dead on front of the toilet sounds a bit suicidal but my tummy is alrady bloated and I look like im 7months pregnant :( Im going to stick to fluids till the swelling goes down its not rly a diet just want to get a flat stomach and then slowly go back to solids foods :P  

Woohoo :P

So Iv been doing great and its only 5-6weeks till Halloween ,Im dressing up as a CAT a devilish cat with devilish cat tights that I bought in Penny's last week.Im loving the Ham cheese & red onion with brown bread Sandwich yumm yums! Iv stopped Vomiting and am doing great ,I went to see my Doctor and she told me to take this pink medication that dissolves on your tongue! its for stress because most of the time Iv been throwing up due to stress! yes yes .Went to buy some 20EUROs food shop and bought some OJ really nice juice and counts as 1 of your 5 a day. On saturday I went to Bernice's party a and went for a takeaway afterwards.I ran off and stole someones drink and after 5mins I was drunk :S thats why Im going on the pink tablets to stop the stress and the rush of insanity :P yum yum roast chicken tonight.I wasn't aloud out on one of the days and staff gave me 3packets and packets of Salt and vinegar Toatoes   and I watched Open season for the night.Stefo got her hair done Pink,blue yellow hair shes my best friend my BFF :) Im currently playing NEOPETS  and Im addicted to it lol :P its free to sign up and free to play .another game I like is URBANDEAD thats more of a scary game but its fun to play once you start you'll be a pro @ it ,theres only a few moves you do before you sign Out.If your asking about my DIET well the medication has total control ,it makes me eat and I crave fatty foods :( yes you win tablets .I don't over do it tho,I still battle it like I eat healthy foods and I swap fatty foods for a sandwich or a milkshake instead of cereal :P Like a milkshake is over 200calories and 1 bowl of cereal is over 1000calories in 30g.things like tayato is better then a cheese sandwich.Never mind that tho *.* theres SOME people who really annoy me,and thats FAKE CRAZY people.yes it annoys me,why are you taking medication when you don't need it?? hmmm..? So annoying people GET OUT OF MY llllllllllllllliffffffffffeeeee. yes so annoying .Im getting the Sims 2 from my Mom shes posting it for me and Ill have the game this weekend,and I must buy internet for my laptop aswell oooh I can't wait to play it !!! :D

OMG

  So I just lost 1stone and I feel great.Only 8stone left to my goal weight :) Soo Im still on medication and the only way to loose weight on meds is to drink plenty of water ,eat soup,(liquids) when you feel pekish and make sure not to count calories because you'll go back to eating normal foods like potato dinners :S Ill see how I get on this week and NXT week aswell.

MEdication undiagnosed MEntal illness :(

Ugh, Don't like when the girls start arguing with me about the remote controls..Like your gone for a cigarette and left the room that means your not watching the TV any more.Yesterday Laura took the control outta the sitting room and I was wondering where the controls was and went out side and she had them  under neath her blanket out having a cigarette..I asked her to give me the controls and she was like I'm still watching the TV heather. UGHH so annoying I miss my friends ,with my friends they WOULD give me the control and have a  laugh about it you know. :(   I can't wait this week im getting a game in Gamestop for 50euros but i really wanna buy the old sims,the sims 2 for my laptop and plus have to get internet for my laptop.

DOn't worry BE HAPPY

Having a nice cup of TEA with 3sugars(sweetners) and a lil bit of milk yums  soo tired  need more sleep :) Sleeeepy sleepy and the medication is taking me over OH NOOOO..Im feeling a lil bit better in myself its like the medication is stopping me from going craZY and making me feel normal and not tired and sick.I think I got sick the other day and it was horrible! Like I don't mind vomiting ,Iv been vomiting for years and years now so its no big deal ,expect for th eother time my tummy started to swell up and I looked like an African  with my  swollen tummy,I told the staff and they said to drink plenty of water and gave me a hot water bottle for my feet @Night time.  Hey look its a flying kitty..TAKE THAT HATERS 

parrty

So tomorrow is the party and I really can't wait to go and PARRRTAY,Looking forward to Halloween this year and Im going to dress up as a cat..you can actually google it and look at the cat masks you can colour in and wear it.Very Very handy sooo,congratulations to me..I did not  get sick this week and I found a new way to feel good,  exercise  is the best way to tone-ing up which is good if you like to look after your body,and mind.So when Im stressed or wanna binge eat,I go for a walk in the gym and do some sit ups on the sit up machine.My tummy is swollen from vomiting and I look like Im 8months  pregnant ..so I eat what I like and burn off the FAT and stop myself from vomiting.Just listen to the music and keep motivating urself and you'll loose the FATNESS in no time and keep you healthy and Happy while loosing 6dress sizes.And you won't be annoyed and bothered about eating to much.Slowly but surly you'll stop purging and be alot better and won't have to worry about all th ecalories and be upset and run to the toilet afterwards,plus you only need to do 1hr a day 7days a week and to stop urself by becoming a gigantic girl ,have a relexing weekend and u'll relex ur muscles and burn th efat off and get rid of un wanted muscles in ur legs after exercising   .Also the sauna is brillant for getting the musles off and have lovely thin skinny body after a few weeks.the only thing u need to do is eat a nice big breakfast and then start snacking on healthy foods (and tasty food) like a sandwich and drink plenty of water and bring ur bottle of water to the sauna so you wont faint.If ur still vomiting ,drink plenty of water every time you reach the fridge ,stop and think,and go for water ,and if you dont like water start with VOLIC STRAWBERRY WATER or have diluted flavoured water to stop the cravings and stop you from  all that. I normally go for walks and go to the gym for toning up. I use to be a size 4-6 and ate over 5,000calories every day ,without vomiting.It was all from going to the gym and walking,on the bike machine,sit up machine and calf machine and it was FUN!! yes.I like it coz I know I can eat a takeaway without feelin guilty and it speeds up my metabolic rate.Which means if I eat a takeaway i loose weight and the next day I could eat a dinner and the weight fallsd sof you coz ur tricking ur body and making sure you get the vitiamins.cool huh?yes,very cool.Its all in style now(being fit) and not falling over and everyone looks at you like you ate nothing.Ya heres to you haters!

Mood:excited 
Song:

3OH!3 - STARSTRUKK (Feat. Katy Perry) 

 I have a few birthdays this week (2birthdays) so excited going shopping ,getting Rachel a pair of PJs and some socks for the old man whoes 50,60th birthday party I'm going to.Plus Im going to start going to the gym more often,getting FIT is all in atm so so..been feeling very sick I puked up my dinnner last night :S No I did not make myself sick..at least not that time.The nurse came over this morning ,I opned my eyes and seen her with sharp dangerous needles and blue plasters.Halloween is nearly here and am going to dress up as a devilish black cat only a few more months so thats good.Oh yay this is my favourite music ........

82page views thanking you :P

So far I got 82page views yay :D on my 100cal diet started yesterday and Only drinking drinks don't think Id turn into a fish ...just a detox and detox it all out all the fat and the other day I was in the beautisons and got my nails done with pandas nail Art on each nail.Took over 3hours to do and the UV light burnt my nails,One nail broke off with in 2days and then I decied to clip it all off (the panda nail art) and now it looks like I got shellak nails :) I dont think Ill ever go back to getting GEL NAILS done ..if its only lasting for a few days..Pepper mint tea with 3-4 sweetners  is a great way to detox to start the diet Im usless on the Bootcamp  I tend to purge it all and then I eat too many calories in one portion and even I get green Sick some times I get so hungry and the food digestese very quickly unless its over 3L of vomit.Over 3L of Sick you get a good vomit (when you see green bile-thats how you know that you got all of the food out :D) drink plently when horing food.My favouirtuie is Chinese,2-1,noodles with sweet and sour sauce on the noodles.you will not be able to get rid of the weight if you purge anything sugary ,if you do eat anything suagry don't say I didint warn you..COKE ZERO has 0-5calories in one bottle.Things like ICECREAM is also very very good to help with the 3L of vomit and is quickly to purge.OJ(orange juice) is good for it aswell.Don't forget to Hide it all  just incase :S Wearing baggy pants is always good and helps with the hunger,Drink plenty of WATER and watch some TV when your feeling some cravings and if the staff make you wanna EAT .DO NOT BAKE,DO NOT MAKE ONE OR MORE MEAL(like a sunday dinner,which has more then one thing,EG,Potatoes,Roasties,vegeatbles,gravy ,garlic potatoes) a good tip is stay with one thing at a time like if your going to get some thing like TEA AND TOAST have one or the other.My tip is stay under your calorie intake every day that way you can stay under and not want to get cravings.Never say ur going to never have food ever again,instead say drink as much as you want this inclueds LOW CALOIRE SOUP,WATER,GREEN TEA,SWEETED HOT CHOCLATE,COKE ZERO,DIET COKE,DIET 7UP,ECT..

OMG OMG OMG

So the vegan thing is going okay expect Rachel is waiting 2 call me FAT every time I see her she eyes me up and down and calls me Bad names when shes upset.I WANT TO MOVE OUTTA HERE.Im over my goal weight and am trying to stay healthy.AM suppose to get Multi -vitamins disablble    tablets that is like a huge tablet that you put in water and you drink it up,last time I got vit tablets it tastes like Orange :P yum yum..Soup is nice aswell yummmmy :D I must update my Diary ...or maybe just use thinnspo instead of writing it all down so much easier I don't want any1 to look at my diary so maybe so pics? yay and every week I'll treat my self to either a coke or hair mask beauty treatments cool!! Going to try get loads of REST anyways...

VEgan SAY NO TO KILLING ANIMALS ARGUMENT

So far am doing okay with my new medication ,its like a small white dissoluble tablet that i take along with the other tablets :P every time i drink dairy milk (moo moo milk) my tummy hurts and I  feel like really dizzy so am not eating fish either ..I had a n argument over eating meat or eating vegetables/soy's..Eating meat is like eating MEAT the smell is like horrible I thought of an cannable and then I said to staff,eating salad doesn't hurt the plant it just grows back ,eating caged eggs is giving the farmers more money to trap helpless chickens :(  https://www.freewebs.com/puffyz 

Aaaaaaah ha

TEh medication aaaaaaah, I wanna-vomit aaaaaaaaah medication I S stopping me from going to the toilet :(..Bu then do I wanna collapse near the toilet that other girl 3L of vomit and she died :(   Im starting to going swimming in the cooold very coold water in the pool...ugh what to do what to do? mmmmm...pasta ...mmmm peanut butter..... I have to go to the doctor over my heart palpations(irr regular heart beats) the doctor in the clinic told  me that i have to go get a ECG to stop me from getting a heart attack :S One of the staff called it a "HI CC UP" 

 

 

Selena Gomez a year without rain

SO battling the whole idea of loosing weight.Im 224lbs and trying to maintained it. USe to be under 100lbs and I gained over 7stone in Shandra house in NUA.Im gallowed to get Multivitamins and am moving out on my own soon .I don't really wanna get hell over the loosing weight.It would be like hell going threw getting sorted and sitting down waiting :S

Yum Yums

             So far I stayed away from getting sick vomit vomit.Enjoying my meals with load of fiber to poop out the fat and Detox myself,I just wanna tone up not loose any more weight,I love ready brekk with Honey,sugar + bananas,YUM what about pasta bake :P Dont wanna get tied up so excersize is good

Dizzy DIzzy Dizzy

Right now I feel so bad that I didiny get any breakfast .I got The sims3 on Ds and draw to life the other day which is brillant coz it keeps me HAPPY :D Going on hoildays to CARLOW  I might just keep to myself and relex coz I Vomited the other day.My ear is rly rly rly rly sore oh well...Im so good have not vomited in awhile :) Im okay :P

Hic Hic Hic Achu!!!

Last night was like a nightmare ,trying to go asleep and battling should I go on a diet,Could not get sleep,then I thought maybe I should go out for a Benson &hedges break.I now know how bad I am at looking after my body.I have a swollen butt hole from barfing up my guts (green sick)My heat rate is messed up as well.all due to vomiting down that STUPID Toilet.The good side of things is Iv been very good atm I havent been throwing up in a long time :) Now I know that if I do it again its possible that I could faint and die or have a heart attack.Ya how I figurged that one out? well the other day blood came pouring outta my butt hole and I was like oh crap now Im going to die!!! anyways enough about that im enjoing reading my book "Cat Magic" keep me relexed.Am on stressed medication coz of the voming before I vomit to get to the toilette A rush of stress comes and I say to myself "okay make sure you finish the meal and run quicky to the bathroom so it wont get fat right  agway" Im taking so much medication for nearly everythign will I ever get over and be healthy again ??? I hope so.I like living in shandra home except for the screaming and all that rumble rumbklbadjkd crap I get every week :(

15stone 2016

Went t see batman Vs superman and half way through my LARGE POPCORN I felt I needed to go to the toilet to vomit ,so I put on my ipod and listened to some music so i wouldn't puke up the yummyness.I went to see my doctor and she told me that I needed a medication for the stress (from binge eating) so tomorrow @ 1pm Ill be on that kind of medication.I looked at the anabootcamp diet and being Bulimic even a plate of food would trigger me and then make me really stressed and then I would Vomit,... so Im now on my 100calorie a day diet so far I had 2cups of peppermint tea and some diluted water :P I need to loose 9stone to fit into my jeans.Even if I do barf up my food Ill keep trying to loose weight .

ananxbootcamp

So far I lost 1stone and Im now 15stone am goin gto start the boot camp diet and see how I get on :D Currently on a sleeping pill which really helps!! ZZzZzzzZzzz  Some times I sleep in the day which is good coz inscase you get dizzy. For the last few days Iv been having 2eggs 2slice of toast butter,mushroom soup and the rest I puke up if I feel like having a take-away.Went to supermacs yesterday and enjoyed it the gralic sauce was covering the chips and a nice big milkshake YUmmm with a cheese burger PERFECT !! thats a good way to trick your body and yyou loose weight then.Along with starving of course :)

Diet Diet 2016

Currently listening to:Selena Gomez "Naturally"(A year without rain)

SO its a new year and Im looking forward to loosing the weight :) I have about 7stone to loose and Im going to go to the gym every week 2days a week :D Don't wanna be a bodybuilder tho.Oh ya heres a cool website I found the sheep on :Dclick here and heres another link!  

 

Loving having a black coffee :D under 10calories a cup.

When I move out am going to buy a pet hamster ☺

ugh I feel so FFFAt.