DIET OR WHAT

So hello again ,Next week Ill be joining Slimming world for people who are over weight the normal range.And since I am over 14stone I think I might need to meet up and loose weight.I have some pictures of before and after pics  to keep me motivated .I missed TAKE-AwaY last night but I had a cheese ham sandwhich last night before bed.I felt so guilty and felt that Im not on track with my Diet.Im sticking to 100calories a day and in 3months Ill loose 3stone ,or even more since im over 30% of fat...... and have mostly muscle so all I have to do is sit ,relex and let muscle wasted .Im listeing to HEY HEY by Superchick at the moment and its helping me not to enter the kitchen .and helping me not to snack on fruit or snack on anything.Iv done an ana book with pictures of skinny girls and tips and trick but that's not helping me loose weight!!I would love to make some friends nxt week and loose weight togeather ,close by.  WATCH THIS SPACE

Highest weight:16stone 5lb
Lowest weight:7stone 5lb
Current weight:15stone 2lb
1st Goal: 12stone
2nd Goal:8stone
Ulmate  Goal:6stone

So its Summer time and I'm all excited that Im going on holidays at the end of the month, Somewhere in the city in Dublin, I think im going for 2-3nights and getting my nails done maybe a cow nails. I want to get back to the gym but Ill see how I go if I can get some shorts and t-shirt ordered on EBAY.com Im going to tone my tummy and boobs ....Im still on zepexia the anti-BUlimc anti -Ana tablet.I'm eating and eating nutritional  foods like soya,fries,and I take a 2 vitamin tablets since Im allergic to citric oranges I get my Vitamin C from a disso able   tablet that I drink with water.That the only thing that's bothering me at the moment I need a friend and with all of this non-sense its really getting to me.Im going to give it my all since I am American ,Well...Im American girl ,my NAME is American so If you shout out my name its like calling a American so.. Irish/American/English tomboy girl ..Im trying my best to o loose the weight I guess being this size wasn't for me and Im very motivated to go and try since nearly everyone I know is GONE :S DEXTOX girl detox